Past.

there is this one thing that never fail to make me cry. 

its my past.  

but then though, i always remind myself that i got thousands things more to smile about. so i can chill, even not for long. 

the end of being 19 is a big black deep hole for me. its not about being aged, but the memories i made with someone. 

i wont reminisce that moment. anything involve on that scenario, i will delete it. even its hard.

you know what's bad? I CAN'T !