there is this one thing that never fail to make me cry.
its my past.
but then though, i always remind myself that i got thousands things more to smile about. so i can chill, even not for long.
the end of being 19 is a big black deep hole for me. its not about being aged, but the memories i made with someone.
i wont reminisce that moment. anything involve on that scenario, i will delete it. even its hard.
you know what's bad? I CAN'T !